ProgressingArtistry

         If someone were to devalue me. I feel the most insulted and he or she won't even know it. There's a fine line between feeling inferior and being devalued and the latter is much insulting. Feeling of being inferior , I actually like it because it reveals more room of improvement for me to reach. This is what Sir J has always been training me. He has been my mentor and anyone will never even know. Nobody is indispensable as he said. If you can't do the thing you should do , there's always other people that could do it better than you, or if worse , he or she could always be trained.        As the title would suggest. I've been self i

    I've been so busy. So many people chatting on my social media accounts, asking me about something or demanding my presence in meetings, telling me to do particular things. Just a never ending cycle. But at the end of the day. I'm still glad I get to end it with her. I'm physically and mentally exhausted but when we talk I feel relieved. It feels like I was reincarnated.    I hope this won't ever end. This is my first time it feels energizing. It feels new. I still feel the same the day I decided to start to pursue her. I think this is it.    Setting all those aside I broke my damn phone. I was so infuriated at this particular person b